i miss myspace because you didn’t have to constantly monitor who you were adding as your friend and what they were thinking about you. family members and friends from high school keeping an eye on you to make sure you’re still living in sin. i drive around this city sick with happiness and i pray to God just like everyone else. i love the people in my life because i can’t even help it and that doesn’t look like judging. there are things that have happened that don’t have anything to do with me and i’m not taking ownership of those things anymore. if people in my life want to sit and count all the things that have happened to them to make things wretched that’s totally fine but i’m not going to hide in shadows for the sake of everyone feeling comfortable at the end of the day. please, for the love of God, just stop and think about what it’s costing you. stop and think about whether or not it’s worth dying while still living. i choose life, thanks.