i’m at that stage now where i don’t even know if i want to feel like before. that vulnerable 2 or 3 day period where you listen to copeland songs and actually revel in the loss. if i can keep working on this chapel that i set out to build and forget about the way your voice sounds in complete darkness. think about michaelangelo and forget about the way you take your coffee. just a few more days without incident and i think that’s the hardest part.
